Untitled (friends of yours)

pitiful disdain and animosity are friends of yours
they visited me once
put me on a hamster wheel
stuck in a loop
they told me about your leering and laughing
and how I should do the same
but unfortunately
while I have no taste for you
I wish you well
I really do
it disgusts me a bit (as I do you)
that I must find threads of gold
despite heaps of mistreatment
prodding
so cruel